Why Do You?

Last Sunday in Bible Study the question was asked " What would you say to a non-believer who asked you why you believe in Jesus Christ"?
I am really bad with words so I didn't say anything. The truth is though I have always dreaded this question. I have told Dave several times that I would never know what to say in that situation. I always felt like the only people who should answer that question are those who know the Bible inside and out, those who have a Bible verse ready for every situation that life throws at you. Since Sunday I have not been able to stop thinking about this question...and here's my answer.
Not only do I believe that there is a God, I KNOW there is a God.
I know this because I have a husband who loves me despite of my past and will continue to love me despite of my future mistakes. I have a husband who is a man of God and who prays with me and for me. I have a husband whose love and patience I do not deserve, yet it is poured out to me daily.
I have a daughter who lights up a room with her big brown eyes and never ending laughter. I have a daughter who forgives me for not being the mother she deserves. I have a daughter who says " wuv you mamma" every night after she says her prayers. I have a daughter who I do not deserve, yet God has enough trust in me to let me be her mom.
I have friends who would drop anything and come be by my side in a second. I have friends who have taught me more about love, happiness, unselfishness,and above all Faith. I have friends who I do not deserve but are still by my side no matter what.
I have a God who gave his son to me so that I may know how to love and be loved. I have a God who has shown mercy on me more times that I can ever imagine.I have a God who gives me peace during the storms,and who always provides. I have a God who allows me to mess up multiple times and yet never give up on me. I have a Father in Heaven waiting with open arms to welcome me home when it is time. That is why I believe...why do you?

O Crap!

Going grocery shopping with Abby has become somewhat of an adventure. She absolutely hates to sit in the cart and this morning was no exception. We started out our morning at the park...for over an hour. When it was time to go we had a major drama queen melt down and then headed off to Kroger. I assumed that since we already had a melt down at the park that we(she) would do fine at the store. Turns out that the park was just a warm up. The second I tried to put her in the cart she arched her back and threw her head back and refused to sit down. To make things even better there were people there from the Dallas Morning News giving away free newspapers and the nice man asked me, while my daughter was screaming her head off, if I would like a free newspaper. Ummmm, yes please, that way I can whack you upside the head for thinking I need one more thing to hold onto while my daughter is trying to throw herself overboard! Genius!
So, we made it past Mr Observant and friend and into the store where the flowers seemed to clam her down for a minute, or so I thought. Nope...she was just catching her breath. When you have kids you quickly learn that the longer the silence in bewtween cries the louder the cry is going to be. Lets just say I will never wonder if her lungs are good. There we were, we were "those people", you know the ones...toddler throwing a tantrum and the mother to ticked to leave the store so she makes everyone else listen to her child scream like there is no tomorrow. I think this fit lasted about five minutes, which to me felt like forever. I finally got her in her seat with her snack and we were doing good. We stopped on the asile with the mac and cheese ( Annies is on sell for a buck!) and as I was grabbing the boxes one fell down. My sweet daughter yell "Ughhh, O crap mama, O crap"
Abby starts preschool tomorrow, I hope no one drops anything in front of her!